Maybe i'm missing you?

I meet ordinary ppl and talk to them
Laugh with them, just like usual, without any thoughts.
Tv is my only friend at night
I finally go to sleep when the sun rises in the morning
I’m too shabby, i might have liked you a lot.
After you left, the blue sky seems like it’s just yellow
Where are you feeling hurt, i’m here
Or maybe you’re in love with someone else
Some other love, i miss you my baby
My heart feels this sad but i have no one to talk to
I wanna smile broadly sometime but have no one beside me
Maybe i’m missing you

Back then, we were like that
Between you and me it was all clear and pure
First it was all about love, just like everyone says
Why did we do that though we all know
(But) as time goes, like the glass breaking
Like the ring in hands losing its light
Like getting a cut by a sharp knife
Like strangling my neck with the chain of restriction
The memories that i have with you
Which i thought they’re gonna be always good
Though i hate it, only the wounds and unsolved misunderstandings are left.
I needed to hold back till the end
The words of “i’m breaking up with you”
(Yet) the time we fight and argue
It was better than now.
My heart feels this sad but i have no one to talk to
I wanna smile broadly sometime but have no one beside me
Maybe i’m missing you

I still feel like you’re next to me everyday when i open my eyes
Can’t we turn the times back that we’ve been
together
My heart feels this sad but i have no one to talk to
I wanna smile broadly sometime but have no one beside me
Maybe i’m missing you

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KACAU BALAU

Lu tau ga rasanya dibutakan saat ngerjain soal ulangan?
Gw ngerasain itu kemaren. Padahal belajar bisa, tp pas ulangan gw merasa bego, kayak yg ga blajar. Aneh kan? Harusnya mah yg dr blajar gabisa eh pas ulgn bisa, lah gue kebalikannya. Bener2 kacau. Mgkn gw dihukum ama Tuhan, dikasi pelajaran sama Tuhan.
Kalau dilihat dr fisik gw, mgkn karena kecapean dan terlalu stres mikirin drama. Uda bela2in 2 hari pulang malem buat latian drama, tp toh hasilnya jg sama aja, ancur lebur smuanya. Gara2 pd ga siap dan gabisa acting. Yah gw gamau salahin mreka doang, gw jg sebenernya lebih banyak salah. Gw terlalu mentingin lagu rekamannya, jd bagian2 laen terbengkalai. Gw terlalu mentingin hasilnya mesti perfect, pdhl gaada yg smpurna dan akan susah ngeharapin kesempurnaan dr anggota2 yg sukanya maen mulu bcanda mulu, gabisa serius. Ya pantes dong kalo gw marah2? Gw marah2 aja hasilnya tetep jelek, gmn kalo gw lembek? Gw emg kayaknya ga cocok jd pemimpin, ga cocok ngatur2. Gw orgnya cepet stres, gw butuh org kepo!!!!!!! Gw gabisa jd org kepo!!!! Rasanya gw pengen triak sekenceng2nya. Mgkn gw yg nyebabin smuanya ancur, kesalahan smua di gw yg trlalu maksain smuanya. Ga bisa liat situasi.
Seharusnya gw gausa terlalu mikirin ttg drama, ampe jdnya plajaran laen terbengkalai. Nilai gw jd nurun, ga smua plajaran sih, cuma mat, sos sama geo. Gatau knp mgg ini gw males bgt blajar. Apalagi blajar sos ama geo, gila lah masa dlm sehari ul 2, kalo mayor 1,minor 1 mah gpp, ini 2-2nya mayor coba. Jadinya sos gw cuma dpt 75, untung sih, kalo salah 1 lg gw bisa remed tuh. Geo jg blm dibalikkin, tp esaaynya gw ngisinya ngawur bgt, tp at least pg nya gw lumayan lah. Semoga bisa ngebantu.
Nah hari jumat ini ada 2 ulangan, akun+mat. Udah gtu drama bi jg tampilnya hari jumat dan ada quiz mat (guru yg beda). Hari kamis pulang itu gw ada ekskul akun, gw bsa blajar d sana dan jd gw gaus blajar lg d rumah. Abis ekskul gw lgsg latian drama ampe jem 6. Pulang2 gw bener2 cape bgt, itupun gw harus edit rekamannya lg. Jem 10an baru slese dan w baru blajar mat yg buat ul. Mata gw bener2 sepet bgt, sekali merem aja uda mo jatoh pala gw. Ud kayak ga tidur sehari. Akhirnya stelah gw slese bljar yg buat ulangan mat+siapin bawaan buat drama, gw memutuskan buat tdr, jd gw ga blajar yg buat quiz mat. Karna gw uda pikir kalo gw ga cepet2 tdr, bsk bsa kacau otak gw kalo ngantuk. Apalagi mat kan ngerjainnya butuh otak yg jernih.
Eh bener aja tuh bsokannya, akun+quiz mat nya gw bisa ngerjainnya, tp ulangan mat nya gw ga ngerti knp smuanya jd gabisa. Gw uda ngisi jawabannya, tp gatau napa jawabn akhir gw aneh bgt. Gw uda merasa itu salah, tp gw gatau kesalahannya dmn. Uda soalny cuma 2 nomer pula, 1 nomer lg gambar grafik gtu. Gw nemu titik nya jg aneh. Gw ga ngerti itu salah dmn, ato emg soalnya gtu, gw bener2 ga ngerti. Jd mau ga mau gw tetep harus isi jawaban. Ulangannya cuma 30menit gara2 kelamaan ngatur meja. Jadi tamatlah riwayat gw. Disuru ngumpul gw ya terpaksa ngumpul. Gw tau gw bakal dpt 0. Gini toh rasanya jd org bego. Gw lgsg nyoba kerjain lg dan nanya temen gw yg bisa. Akhirnya gw tau salah dmn, harusnya dikurang malah gw tambah. Yaudah uda salah smua. Walopun salah d tengah doang ya abis smua. Kenapa sih gw? Kenapa gw begini? Kenapa gw bego bgt gini? Plajaran slanjutnya kan ing, disuru ngerjain powerbook, gw nangis terus, gabisa nahan air mata gw. Tp gw diem2, nutupin. Ampe temen sbelah gw aja mgkn gatau karna asik2an ngobrol sama temen blakang gw.
Gw gatau lg mesti gmn. Gw ngebayangin tar ulangannya dibagiin dan disebutin nilainya d dpan kelas, gmn gw ga malu? Bisa2 nangis lg gw, reputasi gw ancur. Pasti smua kaget dan ngomongin gw, bukannya geer tp bgtulah manusia. Susah jd org pinter, skali pinter mesti pinter terus, jatoh skali lgsg ancur imagenya. Mana ada sih org yg mau mikir alesannya? Knp gw bisa dpt jelek, kno gw bisa abisa ngejainnya? Mgkn ada sebagian kecil org yg peduli sama gw. Tp cuma sebagian kecil yg mengenal diri gw, yg laen cuma bisa ngomongin doang, padahal gatau apa2, gatau yg sebenernya tp bisanya ngomongin org doang. Merasa dirinya plg perfect kali.
Istirahat gw curcol ama temen gw, dan gabisa ngebendung air mata gw lg. Tp temen gw ini emg plg jago menenangkan org. Stelah curcol jd lega. Dia blg "gpp lah, kan masi ada remed walopun cuma dpt kkm doang. Kegagalan adalah jalan menuju sukses Lagian kan org cuma 1 ini doang, yg laen kan gak." gw merasa tenang bgt. Setelah pulang gw telp mak gw, mak gw blg jg "gpp lah org kan ada naek ada turunnya, ga slalu diatas." bener bgt kata mreka ini. Kalo gw ga pernah gagal, gmn gw mau blajar? Justru karna gagal, gw bisa memperbaiki diri jd lebih baik dan blajar dr kesalahan. Gw aja yg terlalu mikirin gmn tanggapan org ntar. Pdhl mreka smua itu gatau apa2 ttg gw, gausa peduliin apa yg mreka omongin. Ga penting jg kan? Gw mo dpt bagus ato jelek jg bukan urusan mreka. Yg untung yg rugi jg gw. Ngapain mreka harus ngebacot ikut campur sgala?

Pelajaran gw hari ini, kita gaboleh takut gagal karna dibalik kegagalan ada hari cerah yg menunggu. Gausa peduliin kata org, peduliin kata Tuhan dalam Firman-Nya, karna kata Tuhan selalu benar.
:)

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Hidup sabar

Haloo lama ga ngeblog nih..
Sekarang mo cerita ttg kekesalan gw hari ini.
Kenapa yah banyak bgt yg bikin gw kesel ni hari? Gw uda bener2 sabar bgt ni hari. Org nyolotin gw aja gw sabar. Walopun dlm hati gw bener2 kesel bgt. Gw cape hidup selalu mengalah dan gabisa ngelawan. Tapi kalo gw ngelawan bakal lebih parah dampaknya. Tapi sekali2 gw bener2 pengen marah besar. Biar orang2 tuh ga seenaknya aja ama gw, dan mikir kalo gw mah ga mgkn marah.
The first problem today is sosio drama. Gara2 kelompok laen tuh pada sama inti ceritanya, yaitu di sekolah dan konfliknya ttg nyontek. Gw jg bikin kayak gitu walopun sdkt beda. Tp sue nya itu gw kan klmpk trakir, pasti bakal dibilang nyontek lah ya. Makanya gw tanya ke seorang temen gw yg juga anggota kelompok gw, jadinya harus gmn. Dia blg suruh ganti crta, dan dia nanya siapa sih yg kasi ide dengan nada nyolot. Ya ga penting lah siapa yg kasi ide. Kalo lu tau trus lu mau marahin orgnya gtu? Itumah gabakal nyelesain masalah. Kita sekelompok emg salah, jd gaada maen cari kambing hitam. Gw bener2 pengen marah, dia tuh kalo komentarin+kritik org tuh plg jago, ngejelekin buatan org, ya tp dia gapernah mau mikir, maunya enaknya aja. Egois, gapernah mikirin perasaan org. Gatau apa org punya perasaan? Kalo dia digituin mau ga? Bisanya cuma bersungut2 dan ngeluh doang. Gmn gw ga kesel? Ya kalo lu emg mau ganti, merasa ide lu lebih bagus yaudah bikin lah naskahnya. Bikin naskah aja males, malah maen2 kalo ga ya blg 'gataulah', 'jangan tanya gw', 'jgn gitulah jelek'. Bisanya ngmg aja, nulis aja gamau. Mesti gw mulu yg nulis, mesti mikirin ampe jadi. Yg ngasi ide sih enak aja bisa lepas tangan. Nyari ide mah gampang, cuma nampungnya susah dan ngerangkainya jd satu itu yg susah. Heran gw sama dia, sifatnya ga berubah jg. Kalo gw jahat mah gw udah ngatain+maki2 dia. Tapi gw jg masih mikirin perasaan dia. Kalo gw kata2in ya pasti dia kesel, habislah hubungan pertemanan kita. Gw plg anti deh ama yg namanya musuhan. Ngapain sih cari musuh? Gaenak kali punya musuh. Enakan tuh nyari temen yg banyak selagi bisa.
Hidupnya tuh penuh kebencian, org berbuat baik ama dia aja dia negative thinking, gamau positive thinking. Gmn hidup lu bsa berubah kalo lu nya bgtu?
Gw cuma bisa blg gtu doang, supaya lu bisa berubah jd lebih baik. Selebihnya tggl diri lu sndri yg harus ngerubah diri lu. Semoga lu bisa merubah sikap buruk lu itu dan lebih pemikirkan perasaan org lain.

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ILFEEEELLLL!!!

Lu tau gmn rasanya ilfeel itu? Btw udah lama bgt gw ga curhat di blog, hello again people :) Okay back to the point.. Belakangan ini gw merasa ada yg aneh ama tu cowo. Masa dia sering bgt nanya2 plajaran k gw, emg sih gw termasuk jajaran org "clever" di kelas, but i'm not that smart at all.. Menurut gw dia tuh suka caper gtu, i think.. But i'm not really sure, maybe he like me. Just maybe.. Mgkn gw terlalu pede B) tp please GOD, masa gw sekali disukain ama org, orgnya kayak gtu sih, ga mutu bgt, gaada yg lebih bagus apa? Bukannya gw pemilih, tp kita emg mesti memilih yg baik kan? Wkwkwk  Then, dia kmrn suru gw ajarin dia mat, ga jelas bgt alesannya, dia blg dia ud pasti remed, padahal blm tau remednya kapan. Gmn ga caper tuh? Jelas bgt itu modus!!!!! Ya gw terpaksa deh ngajarin dia, irritating bgt sumpah. Ud gtu dia suru ajarin gw pas plg skola, SKSD bgt woy! Ketauan bgt itu dlm rangka PDKT... Errrrrrr bener2 ilfeel bgt.. Liat aja ntar gw jutekin baru tau rasa.. Gw emg orgnya gtu, kalo cowo ada yg ngedeketin gw tapi orgnya ga gw suka, ya gw jutekin. Lagian mending cakep, ugly iya.  Gw tadinya biasa aja sama dia, tapi gara2 presentasi ing, dia ud gw suru afalin bagiannya, tapi ujung2nya pas presentasi dia baca tau. Taeeeeee bgt. Benci bgt ama org kek gtu. Uda dikasi tgg jawab tp dilalaikan gtu. Gara2 dia presentasi yg uda gw buat sebagus mgkn biar org tertarik, malah gurunya blg apa coba? Gurunya blg kecewa ama klmpk gw. Gmn ga bete kayak gtu. Gw uda buat smuanya ampe begadang mulu. Bagian2 yg mesti diapal jg gw yg buat smua,tp apa jadinya? Smua perjuangan gw hancur lebur, pupus!! Dianya sendiri aja ga nyadar sama sekali tau, ga merasa bersalah tahee. GOD, i wish he can stay away from me, gausa caper+deket2 ama gw. Amin

Hyorin, Minkyung, Jieun - Listen

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[Chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known oh

Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone
here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be
heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known oh

Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

OH now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own
My own

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Rihanna - Take a Bow

Oh, how about a round of applause?
Yeah, standing ovation? Ooh, oh yeah
Yeah y-yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not
And baby when I know you’re only sorry you got
caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it’s time to go, curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it’s over now
(But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come
on
Talking’ 'bout, “Girl, I love you," "You’re the one"
This just looks like a rerun
Please, what else is on?

Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not
And baby when I know you’re only sorry you got
caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it’s time to go, curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it’s over now
(But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Oh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
(Goes to you)
For making me believe that you could be faithful
to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause?
A standing ovation?

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
Now it’s time to go, curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it’s over now
(But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

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barbie cake handmade

Our masterpiece in cupcakes class - entrepreneurship selecta at Smak 2 Jakarta

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Glee Cast - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reachin’ for the phone ’cause I can’t fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don’t know how I can do without

I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can’t stop looking at the door

Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk and I need you now

Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don’t know how I can do without

I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I’d rather hurt than feel nothin’ at all

It’s a quarter after one I’m all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don’t know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing


So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing


That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"


Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

A few days before coming back to school...

Hi there.. From now i'm trying to use english on my blog. It's because i want to improve my english, yeah my 2012's resolution is good in speaking english hehehe
I just want to tell where i've gone 3 days ago. I went to my cousins new house in Tangerang (Duta Garden), actually the house isn't very big also not very small but it looks comfy. Their house is a little far away from mine, i haven't been there for a long time so i feel a bit nostalgic hehehe

Hmm lets change the topic. Soon i will get back to school, 2 days more my holiday will over!!! oh nooo!!! i don't want to go to school huaaaaa. i'm not ready. but what can i do? time will go on and i cant stop it.
Oh 3 days ago i dreamt about my best friends, on my dream we want to watch sherlock holmes 2. i dont know where it is but it's like a building, exactly like office building hahah and guess what? we buy the ticket on the receptionist hahaha weird ya. we buy 5 tickets, actually we just only 4, i dont know who is the one will follow us. my friend said it was 'michael', and my brain was directly think he was my half gender(i dont know what i have to call him in english) friend wkwkwk *i'm sorry for embarassing him wkwwkwk and nobody want to sit with him when we are going to watch the film. what a pity hahaha
2 days ago i dreamt again. First i dreamt about characters in a little princess *i will talk about the film later. But my dream is a little frightening, im in a school and there was a monster or alien maybe. So weird. The second dream i dreamt about my best friends again. But this time is different from the last dream. We were in a court(basketball court maybe and it was indoor) we sit in the corner and listen to the teacher(she was teaching us with other classmates). Then my friend gave me money, 22thousand rupiah for my bday *actually my bday isnt now but maybe in my dream it was the day of my birthday. And later the teacher angry with us cause we talked when she was teaching. And then we directly sad and want to say sorry. But my other friend angry to us too. What a freak bad dream. Hahaha

Since monday a week ago i watch a japanese drama titled "a little princess" on o channel. the story is about a girl named Kuroda Seira who was rich at first and have to work on her school because her father died (because of bankrupt). She is clever. Brilliant girl. But after that she decided to work in the school. She received many punishment from her classmates and also the principal. There was a classmate who envy with her and always humiliate her. The principal i also hate her because seira is her old classmate's daughter. Seira's mom is popular but the principal(mimura chieko) didnt like her. Chieko always think she was hypocrite cause she always being too much nice to her. Thats my story today. I'll write another later. Byeeeee

New year has come

Kayaknya cuma gw yg ga gtu seneng ama taon baru. Bukannya ga seneng sih tp biasa aja. Bingung gw ama yg laen napa kalo taon baru tuh heboh bgt mending dpt duit gtu ya *matre wkwkwk pas malem taon baru gw tdr stenga 12, maunya sih ampe taon baru blm tdr tp uda ngantuk gara2 siangnya jalan2 ke CP+plaza semanggi.. Hehehe.. Tapi kembang api+petasannya brisik bgt gilaaaaa ga abis2 uda gtu ada dangdutan lg wkwkwk lagu trakir yg gw inget(yg gw tau sebenernya abis gw kan ga suka dangdutan wkwkwk) itu lagunya ayu ting2 alamat palsu wkwkwk.. Gw tdnya kan ga bsa tdr ampe stenga 1 kayaknya abis itu ktiduran gw wkwkwk trus gw kebangun jem stenga 2 eh uda sepi kaga ada brisik2 lg yauda gw lanjut tdr lg hehehe
Besoknya gw bangun jem 7an karna mo pegi k greja pagi2.. Pas d greja gw ngantuk *aduh jgn ditiru ya malu2in aja nih gw tp emg ngantuk bgt sih gmn dong? Abis dr greja gw pegi ke moi naek busway karna ngerayain ultah popo gw. Makan d dapur sunda, makananya sih lumayan enak apalagi gw lg laper hehehe tapi pelayanannya ga bagus piringnya banyakan ga bersih trus ada 2 makanan dipesen ga keluar akhirnya di cancel. Trus kan ada sepupu gw juga umurnya seumuran gw juga tp kayaknya gw ga pantes lah bergaul sama mereka, beda dunia. Mereka kan org kaya semua lah gw..... Ya gw berharap Tuhan bsa ubah hidup gw wkwkwk gw ngayal2 gtu kalo gw jd artis terkenal d hollywood kira2 mereka kaget ga ya? Kagum ga ama gw? Dr dulu pengen jd artis tp ada juga perasaan ga pengen. Karna terkenal itu pasti gaenak. Kemana2 ada paparazzi ga nyaman dan ga bebas lah. Belom fans gila yg saiko mgkn aja kan. Trus artis luar negri kan lebi "frontal" drpd d indo. Tapi gw juga gapengen jd artis d indo. Ngapain mesti d indo dulu kalo gw bsa lgsg k luar negeri? Wkwkwk gw juga mimpi tar kuliahnya di amrik, tp gw takut gabsa tahan dingin dsana, kadang dingin ac d skola aja gw ga bsa tahan wkwkwk pas d bandung yg CB camp juga gw uda mo mati kedinginan tuh ckckckck mau kuliah d indo aja tp kayaknya ga keren wkwkwk enak kali ya tggl d amrik wkwkwk tp gatau jg deh gw bsa beradaptasi ato ga. Skrg gw juga blm fasih b.ing makanya resolusi taun 2012 gw pengen fasih b.ing.. Doain ya harus bsa amin gw pasti bsa hehehe.
Lanjut lg k cerita, abis makan kenyang malah ke starbucks ngobrol2, obrolannya sih asik tp nganyuknya gw ga bsa kompromi lg gila beneran ngantuk bgt. Untung tante gw ajakin beli minum tuh kalo ga gw uda tepar kali wkwkwk ato ga mata gw sayu2 gtu kali ya wkwkwk gw pesen signature chocolate abis gaperna ke starbucks dan gatau mau apa. Sebenernya pernah si dulu pas sd ama temen gw, beli green tea gtu itupun dibayarin dan dibagi 3 karna gw be3 ama temen2 gw wkwkwk
Abis itu pulang deh ke rmh..
Ah bentar lg gw uda mau masuk skola lg, rasanya gapengen libur gw abis aaaaa belom brasa nih libur aaaaah T.T uda gtu gw ada tugas blm dikerjain lg. Sial tuh tugas merusak libur gw aja. Uda nyarinya ribet lg kaga ada b.ind nya. Ada sih tp banyakan dlm b.ing. Ya maklum lah bahannya kurang terkenal dan kurang menarik juga kali ya buat org2. Gw juga ga tertarik, terpaksa aja ngerjain ni tugas. Tugas seni rupa. Masuk seni rupa aja gw terpaksa. Mampuslah gw 3 taon terjebak disitu. Mampus. Malah tar kalo gw kelas 11 ga ada temen lg karna gw mau masuk ips. Temen2 gw pada ipa smua. Ahh udalah pusing gw. Susah bgt ya milih aja. Ga ada yg enak, maksud gw bener2 tepat buat dipilih karna untungnya beneran smuanya dpt.
Uda dulu nih crta gw.. Ngantuk mo tdr. Daaaah

Bruno Mars - It Will Rain

If you ever leave me, baby, 
Leave some morphine at my door 
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication 
To realize what we used to have, 
We don't have it anymore. 

There's no religion that could save me 
No matter how long my knees are on the floor 
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin' 
Will keep you by my side 
And keep you from walkin' out the door. 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
If I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
If I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds 
My eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain 
 
I'll never be your mother's favorite 
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye 
Oooo if I was in their shoes, I'd be doin' the same thing 
Sayin' there goes my little girl 
Walkin' with that troublesome guy 

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand 
Oooo but little darlin' watch me change their minds 
Yea for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try 
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 
If that'll make you mine 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
If I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
If I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds 
My eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain 

Oh don't just say, goodbye 
Don't just say, goodbye 
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 
If that'll make it right 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
If I lose you, baby 
And there'll be no clear skies 
If I lose you, baby 
And just like the clouds 
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it’s not like that at all
There’s a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things ya said
You left them running through my head
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

I love the way you are
It’s who I am
Don’t have to try hard
We always say
Say it like it is
And the truth
Is that I really miss

All those crazy things ya said
You left them running through my head
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

No, I don’t want to let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go (repeats)

[chorus]
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

Summer after high school, when we first met
We make-out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my eighteenth birthday, 
we got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents liquor 
and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day 
I'd be losing you

[Chorus]
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises, 
be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were 
the one that got away
the one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, 
I put those records on, whoa

Someone said you had your tattoo removeda
Saw you downtown, singing the blues
It's time to face the music, 
I'm no longer your muse but

[Chorus]
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises, 
be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were 
the one that got away
the one that got away

The oooooooo-one (x3)

The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can’t replace you with a million rings, no
I should have told you what you meant to me, whoa
Cause now I pay the price

[Chorus]
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises, 
be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were 
the one that got away
the one that got away

The oooooooo-one (the one) (x3)

In another life, I would make you stay
So I don’t have to say you were 
the one that got away
the one that got away

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Heartbeat fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can i love when i'm afraid to fall
Watching you stand along
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stand still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What standing in front of me
Every breathe
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

All along I believed I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more


One step closer

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

All along I believed I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more